Sunday, June 24, 2012

I think I'm becoming my normal self again

It's after midnight and I am awake. 

I have a lot of things running around in my heart right now.  The more reading I do about adoption the more I want it to happen right now.  My daily e-mailed devotionals have been about adoption for a lot of the last couple of weeks.  I'm obviously reading books about it but I've seen more blogs about adoption in the last couple months then ever before!  Maybe it's because I am thinking about it but I believe it's because that's where God wants us.  My heart is being drawn to a country I never thought I would adopt from (and obviously can't say now whether I will or not) and it really just breaks my heart to see and hear stories from that country.  I don't want to say the country because right now it's just in the beginning stages of growing on my heart and I have no idea where Dan is on this country.

Maybe that's why I can't sleep....

Anyway, I can hear Dan snoring in the bedroom (horray for him sleeping!!!) so I should probably go back and try to sleep.  I will after all have kids waking me up at 7 tomorrow morning I'm sure!

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